You will only ever give yourself what you truly believe you deserve. Your life reflects your belief of your worth. Really look at this! Look at all the things you know you want but never had the guts to go for. Did you believe you deserved it?! Probably not, and that belief created in you a worry that you would have something you did not deserve and thus a fear of dropping the ball so to speak. That fear, the fear of failing, was well founded because the belief was there that you really didn't deserve it. And so long as that exists your ability to manage the gift you'd given yourself would be hindered greatly.
Believe you deserve it!
You are WORTH IT!!
That job, that money, that girl, that guy, that friend, that house, that pet, that ability, that vacation, that position of authority, that attention... everything. Look at your self worth and you will see why you never gave yourself what you never gave yourself!
Manifest your dreams by believing you deserve them RIGHT NOW, then just feel your way into it. Get inspired and act on what feels good.